YIKEEEES! its already almost mid oct..
so that means 2 and a half months before another new year!
hahahha. and my birthday too!!!
actually not much excitement.. 18.. thinking about 18 makes me feel so mature already. haha.
can use my own id to enter clubs. for the first time.
can use my own id to buy cigs already. but i dont smoke anymore.
errr. and if get caught by the police for anything.. will get charged cos over 18 already.

ive always wanted to have like a chalet or sth for my birthday.
cos its new years eve so it could be an usher-in-new-year-and-before-that-celebrate-my-bday thingy. BUT .. the thought of my friends not blending in is so scary. and im not sure whether my mom's side is doing the usual bbq to usher in new year and by the way celebrate daph's bday thingy this year.

but im turning 18. isnt it like a very special party party thing?
or wait.. is it 16 and 21?

when i turned 16 i remember going to town.. met up with quite a number of people.. went to marina to eat.. christina nana bran stef jen wenting crystal and... thats about it yes? then we went over the the esplanade cos there was some fireworks thing? wait.. was the new years eve? or was there a fam bbq? and when i turned 17.. i went on a major shopping spree with cain. i started from tanglin mall and ended at heeren. then i had to rush off to the family bbq. as a result of phone lines being jammed after midnight.. i went home with my parents. and once i got home.. i realised that cain and jesse bought tickets to a r(a) movie for me and they were waiting for me in cine. and then wai, denise and elin (and im not sure who else) were at some club? or sth.. yah we were supposed to go clubbing. in the end.. becos of fucking azan i have to work full the next day.. i stayed at home. how sad right. i hope my 18th doesnt turn out to be such a spoiler like my 17th. even though the shopping was realllllly fun.